Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Mixed Emotions...

I really don't know how to describe this day. It's nice. It's a VERY nice day but there are things that I just can't explain right now and those are not.. so.. good..things.

Anyway, I still love this day because after training something happened and it really changed my mood. But of course, the sadness and whatever are still with me. I'm happy but whenever I think of the sad things that are happening right now, it makes me feel that I can't be completely happy at all.

There is someone who is so confused right now and I know that she badly needs me at her side. I really don't know if I am being helpful with the things I do for her but I just hope that whatever decision she'll make and whatever happens, she won't regret anything.

You know who you are and I want you to know that I'm just here..I will always be here for you. Your decision is YOUR decision and I can't change that. Just be sure about it, no any uncertainties. I know that when you first told me about your problem, I strongly disagreed with you but now.. now that I see you acting like that, I am not forcing you anymore. Just remember that you'll always be my friend, A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE no matter what happens. Be strong and always pray.. Thanks and I love you! :D

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